annyeong~~~~
i think i need a major make over on how my brain functions nowadays or lately...i've been worrying about something or someone too much...i've been worrying about EVERYTHING too much and its slowly eating who i real am away....in normal world people would call me paranoid but i cant help it..i cant help but worry about things..maybe thats my biggest weakness....
Sometimes i worry about how i might hurt someone's feeling but in the end i found out that they're completely fime, sometimes i worry about things which i myself are not sure whether its going to end bad or good...sometimes i worry about things which are completely unrelated to me and sometimes in just worry about anything which comes to mind.....
its amazing how these things can really exhaust someone's mind...sometimes it makes me stress out but i know its not anyone's fault...sometimes i talk to myself that nothing is going terrible but i cant help it...
hmmm.....whatever hahaha.....
its been a while i know....i just got back my mood to blog...its not pretty hectic this semester...somehow i'm pretty geared up to face this semester and i'm really fired up to take my courses and my sense of competitiveness is over the roof top and i dont even know why...hahaha basic biological instinct!!!!
i dont know why but my animal and plant phylo course went rather well this semester..i was enjoying every lecture and understanding everything...i dont know why but i think i can handle this better than the first time...maybe this is what people called the 'hikmah' of the past..i dont know what hikmah means in english so ...i'm sorry ahahaha....
feels a bit better after writting this...
i will try my best to change my bad habits...
i will try to be a warrior...
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Holiday Vs supplement
annyeong~~~~~
its been a while....i'm having my holidays right now..didnt have any mood to blog lately but i have come today with a reason..i have come with a lot of problems in my mind..... one of them...i'm having yet another supplement exam...its biometry...no suprise in that....i'm glad i got supplement for it though...i felt i did badly during the exam and i'm glad i didnt failed it...i'm kinda worried with my other courses though....*sigh*
i have a problem with someone lately...i dont know...we just kinda drifted apart from each other...i did try to do something about it but i was rejected a couple of time...what am i to do about it...i discussed about it with najib and he kinda have the same problem...does that mean i'm not the one at fault here???? so confused..this is the first time that i dont understand someone...what does that person wants me to do? What didi i have ever done to that person....? i'm so confused and i really hate this kind of situation..it makes me want to not be related to that person in any way...
but
i dont know...
i'm not the type of person who throw away my own friends.....
my friend is a part of my life
eventhough some people choose to ignore that and hurt my feelings...
i try to give thenm second chance...
because losing them means losing a part of myself...
please help me make this better.....
its been a while....i'm having my holidays right now..didnt have any mood to blog lately but i have come today with a reason..i have come with a lot of problems in my mind..... one of them...i'm having yet another supplement exam...its biometry...no suprise in that....i'm glad i got supplement for it though...i felt i did badly during the exam and i'm glad i didnt failed it...i'm kinda worried with my other courses though....*sigh*
i have a problem with someone lately...i dont know...we just kinda drifted apart from each other...i did try to do something about it but i was rejected a couple of time...what am i to do about it...i discussed about it with najib and he kinda have the same problem...does that mean i'm not the one at fault here???? so confused..this is the first time that i dont understand someone...what does that person wants me to do? What didi i have ever done to that person....? i'm so confused and i really hate this kind of situation..it makes me want to not be related to that person in any way...
but
i dont know...
i'm not the type of person who throw away my own friends.....
my friend is a part of my life
eventhough some people choose to ignore that and hurt my feelings...
i try to give thenm second chance...
because losing them means losing a part of myself...
please help me make this better.....
Sunday, April 5, 2009
fast and furious indeed....
annyeong....
went to watch fast and furious 4 at kiulap cinema last friday....how shud i rate it???
story line = 8/10
cars = 9/10
vin diesel = 10/10
hahahaha...vin diesel attracts me more than the cars...he is soooooo HOT....felt like i want to hug him....haha
its not badlah the story...somehow...i managed to enjoy myself regardless the subtitles being funny...they attually translated fast and furious as 'pantas and garang'...who the heck wud do that??? haahahah
didnt go back to my house this week...i have lots of assignment...all i'm willing to do except biomet...my god...how i hate math..puting the word 'bio' infront of biomet does not make me loves studying math...
why oh why????
went to watch fast and furious 4 at kiulap cinema last friday....how shud i rate it???
story line = 8/10
cars = 9/10
vin diesel = 10/10
hahahaha...vin diesel attracts me more than the cars...he is soooooo HOT....felt like i want to hug him....haha
its not badlah the story...somehow...i managed to enjoy myself regardless the subtitles being funny...they attually translated fast and furious as 'pantas and garang'...who the heck wud do that??? haahahah
didnt go back to my house this week...i have lots of assignment...all i'm willing to do except biomet...my god...how i hate math..puting the word 'bio' infront of biomet does not make me loves studying math...
why oh why????
Friday, April 3, 2009
fully booked~~~~~
morning.....
i went to kiulap last night to watch fast and furious 4 but guess what? its fully booked....i was like DANG!!!!!! so i booked tickets for today instead at 1.30pm...i hope today will have lesser people...i dont like too many people at the cinema because they just dont want to shut up when the movie started....so annoying sometimes....
no movies so me, rozi and yumi went back to hostel..went to yumi's room and watched 'coming soon'... rozi started sreaming the minute the movie started..hahaha emosi banar c rojai.....i did screamed one or twice during the entire movie...c rozi apatah lagi...she almost masuk bawah katil ahahaha rozi rozi....i cant imagine how you wud acted if we really watch it at real cinema...hahaha very funny....
Nisah sms me this morning asking if i want to join them hiking at tasek lama...i rejected them hahaha...not because i dont like hiking but i have very bad kenangan with tasek lama.. i almost died cof exhaution there hahahahaha...never the mind...what past is past....
iheard this song in ERA...memories came flooding back to my already flooded mind ahahaha
if youre not the one - Daniel beddingfield
i went to kiulap last night to watch fast and furious 4 but guess what? its fully booked....i was like DANG!!!!!! so i booked tickets for today instead at 1.30pm...i hope today will have lesser people...i dont like too many people at the cinema because they just dont want to shut up when the movie started....so annoying sometimes....
no movies so me, rozi and yumi went back to hostel..went to yumi's room and watched 'coming soon'... rozi started sreaming the minute the movie started..hahaha emosi banar c rojai.....i did screamed one or twice during the entire movie...c rozi apatah lagi...she almost masuk bawah katil ahahaha rozi rozi....i cant imagine how you wud acted if we really watch it at real cinema...hahaha very funny....
Nisah sms me this morning asking if i want to join them hiking at tasek lama...i rejected them hahaha...not because i dont like hiking but i have very bad kenangan with tasek lama.. i almost died cof exhaution there hahahahaha...never the mind...what past is past....
iheard this song in ERA...memories came flooding back to my already flooded mind ahahaha
if youre not the one - Daniel beddingfield
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
what is this i'm feeling?
hmmmmm...i dont know.....
i cant stop thinking about it...
hmmmmmm
ahhhhhhh
eeeeeeeee
what? what is this??
no it cant be.....
my heart is opening again?
but for who?
do u know?
because i myself dont know...
but its there...
and its killing me by the minute...
*sigh*
i cant stop thinking about it...
hmmmmmm
ahhhhhhh
eeeeeeeee
what? what is this??
no it cant be.....
my heart is opening again?
but for who?
do u know?
because i myself dont know...
but its there...
and its killing me by the minute...
*sigh*
Monday, March 30, 2009
This time-wonder girls
This time wonder girls
english version
why do i care about you
even though you hurt me?
Why do i feel this pain
when i don't think of you?
Promises replaying in my mind
I turn my head from
what is plain real now
And yet you end on up giving a less than perfect you
The tears i cry as i lay down to sleep,
are the tears for all the memories you left in my heart
I hope someday you'll be here with me
to wipe off my tear
I need you in my life and i'm afraid to be alone baby
Let my heart convince your heart,
my love
that it would be better this time,
if we try
Give our love the chance to soar again
just like in the past
One more chance to try and make it last
I love you baby and I need you baby
Without you in my life,
don't know how to survive
this loneliness i feel inside
Promise you i won't change my love,
my all... I will be the same
Sometimes i feel you,
maybe you are thinking of me? or maybe just a memory of how it used to be
It hurt so much the last time I replay
all our hugs and wonderful kisses
I've never felt such a big loss
until you said goodbye
Being alone tends to drive me insane
I don't know if I can take this pain
you wrote in my heart
Tell me, will i ever love another
you in this life
I can't get over you and
I am really missing you baby
Let my heart convince your heart,
my love
that it would be better this time,
if we try
Give our love the chance to soar again
just like in the past
One more chance to try and make it last
I love you baby and I need you baby
Without you in my life,
don't know how to survive
this loneliness i feel inside
Promise you i won't change my love,
my all... I will be the same
It's so hard for me
to get you off my mind
and my tears are only thing
I'll ever try to hide
Give us a second chance
to feel the love again
Maybe we could make it this time,
hear me, my love
Let my heart convince your heart,
my love
that it would be better this time,
if we try
Give our love the chance to soar again
just like in the past
One more chance to try and make it last
I love you baby and I need you baby
Without you in my life,
don't know how to survive
this loneliness i feel inside
Promise you i won't change my love,
my all... I will be the same
korean version
english version
why do i care about you
even though you hurt me?
Why do i feel this pain
when i don't think of you?
Promises replaying in my mind
I turn my head from
what is plain real now
And yet you end on up giving a less than perfect you
The tears i cry as i lay down to sleep,
are the tears for all the memories you left in my heart
I hope someday you'll be here with me
to wipe off my tear
I need you in my life and i'm afraid to be alone baby
Let my heart convince your heart,
my love
that it would be better this time,
if we try
Give our love the chance to soar again
just like in the past
One more chance to try and make it last
I love you baby and I need you baby
Without you in my life,
don't know how to survive
this loneliness i feel inside
Promise you i won't change my love,
my all... I will be the same
Sometimes i feel you,
maybe you are thinking of me? or maybe just a memory of how it used to be
It hurt so much the last time I replay
all our hugs and wonderful kisses
I've never felt such a big loss
until you said goodbye
Being alone tends to drive me insane
I don't know if I can take this pain
you wrote in my heart
Tell me, will i ever love another
you in this life
I can't get over you and
I am really missing you baby
Let my heart convince your heart,
my love
that it would be better this time,
if we try
Give our love the chance to soar again
just like in the past
One more chance to try and make it last
I love you baby and I need you baby
Without you in my life,
don't know how to survive
this loneliness i feel inside
Promise you i won't change my love,
my all... I will be the same
It's so hard for me
to get you off my mind
and my tears are only thing
I'll ever try to hide
Give us a second chance
to feel the love again
Maybe we could make it this time,
hear me, my love
Let my heart convince your heart,
my love
that it would be better this time,
if we try
Give our love the chance to soar again
just like in the past
One more chance to try and make it last
I love you baby and I need you baby
Without you in my life,
don't know how to survive
this loneliness i feel inside
Promise you i won't change my love,
my all... I will be the same
korean version
scares the hell out of me!!!!
annyeong....
i'm currently at hostel's cafe...lazying around...i'm malas to go to animal lecture and chem lecture...ahahaha i know wah...but i'm too lazy wah...sama ja if i dont concentrate in cls..baik blajar dalam bilik saja...but then again currently i'm playing this very HORROR game by clive barker...clive barker is one of my favourite game makers of all time...i played 2 of his game including this one..really scary... the first one i played is UNDYING....its abaout vampires and werewolf and ghost...well the werewolf didnt looked like werewolf but i think its a werewolf....its the best game ever...from my point of view lah ah....i played when i was still in secondary school...i think in form 2 or 3..it s a long tym ago...i dont usually play PC games...i cant remember buttons well...so i prefer playstation..but clive barker games is an exception...
Clive barker
this is the trailer of the first clive barker game i playe...UNDYING
its really scary!!!!
this is part of the game
the game i'm currently playing....
CLIVE BARKER'S JERICHO....
This one almost make me pee in my jeans ahahaha nadalah...but i did jump from my sit once in a while because the zombies or what ever it is are really hard to kill...plus i have to take care of the whole troops soooo i was kinda a mess... and i need more time to finished my game than before....oh my...my gaming skills are getting rusty...i havent touch my PS 2 for ages now...and there's a new tomb raider edition in stores and i havent even bought it...i sacrificed a lot for Uni life *sigh* skadar aku ah.....
JERICHO TRAILER
EVEN WATCHING THIS MAKES MY HAND SWEATY..i havent met the one in this trailer yet...there's a PS3 version for this but i dont have PS3 so i play Pc version...
this is the into of the game once you started playing...
this is part of the game...
the thing i like about this game is that we can heal our injured partner...the thing that i dont like is that i have to take care of many people..its really hectic...maybe i dont have leadership power..ahahah....
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